Five Angry Women, or How to be a Father

To properly set the scene for this anecdote, we need to start a year or so previously.  My business partner and I had sold our thriving provincial government relations consulting firm to one of the big federal outfits in Ottawa.

It was one of those typical agreements where the intellectual property of the principals of the company is its chief asset.  To ensure its value to the new owners, the purchase agreement included a two-year transition period, or “earn-out”.  What it means is that to receive full payment of sale agreement, we had to keep the company operating at full capacity and maintain the monthly billings to a level set out in the contract for the next 24 months.  What it meant for me in reality was that I was an indentured slave for two years – I could neither quit my job nor be fired.  It made for a difficult time. 

The Ottawa boys sent out a hot-shot kid 20 years my junior to head up their newly acquired operation, and I no longer had any input in the decision-making.  Unfortunately the new boss brought with him two large pieces of baggage – the Eastern business arrogance that that failed to recognize British Columbians do things differently, and youthful arrogance.  He strutted around with a chip on his shoulder so big it must have given him a back ache.  Needless to say we locked horns right from the get-go.  “You guys are under billing your clients,” “Your employees aren’t working hard enough,” “You gotta get this place ship-shape to keep the head office happy.”  And it got worse.  They implemented a strict dress code.  Jacket and tie at all times, not even a casual Friday.  Bow ties were verboten.  As was long hair and face jewelry on men.  Women could not wear slacks, they had to wear skirts and pantyhose (and this was in the mid 1990s for heaven’s sake).  And they added a half hour to the work day with the added expectation late hours and weekends would be routine with no extra pay of course.

Within six or eight months all my entire staff had either quit or been forced out, and of course I had no say in the hiring that replaced them.  By the end of the two years at least half our clients had slipped away, making it challenging to keep our billings to the level needed to receive our buy-out.  

I was mad as hell virtually every day I went to work, but there was little I could do but hang on and survive the best I could until the two years was up.  On the QT I’d begun my silent protest.  And although it was a pain in the ass to keep neat, I stopped getting my hair cut and let it grow for well over a year.  Finally, on the penultimate weekend I got my ear pierced and showed up for work the following Monday with a large hoop in my ear and my hair in a pony tail, both of which I wore with pride all that last week of exmployment.

Shock and awe.  It was great.  I knew I’d struck a nerve when the kid running the Victoria arm of the company didn’t say a word, although most everyone else slyly commented on how cool I looked.

The following week I was unemployed and it felt great.  My young son had just turned three and his mother had just finished her Master’s degree and I had plans to be the stay-at-home Dad while Mom worked.  I’d turned 50 that year and still hadn’t fully let go of the way the new owners had treated my business.  Which I guess is why I kept my greying hair in a pony tail along with an earring.  It made me feel a bit like the rebel I’d always wanted to be.  And it also got me into trouble in a most unexpected way one mid-week day when I took my little guy to the park. 

The playground was a ways away, so we jumped into our Westphalia van and drove down.  The parking area was a soccer pitch width from the play area, so we hoofed across the grass and son Riley headed straight for the kiddie swings.  These are the ones designed for the small kids that are shaped liked large plastic diapers that make sure the little ones can’t fall out.

I popped him in and began pushing him.  A dad pushing his boy on the swings. How cute I thought, thinking all the young Moms around the playground must be watching and wising their husbands weren’t spending so much time at the office so they could spend quality time pushing their children on the swings.  I was a shoe-in for Best Daddy of the Year.  However, reality wasn’t living up to the fantasy and things weren’t going so smoothly.  For some inexplicable reason Riley wasn’t happy.  I knew he was a bit of a dare-devil so maybe I wasn’t pushing hard enough.  So I added a huge underpush with me shouting out “Wheeeeeeee!” 

“Nooooooo Daddy!” 

“Okay, okay, what do you want.”

Eventually with angry body language and hand gestures and the limited vocabulary of a frustrated child, I got the picture; he wanted me to spin the chair like a corkscrew and let it go so he would go spinning crazily around.  So twist and twist I did, convinced this would make him happy and stop the temper tantrum that was right on the edge of breaking loose.  I let the wound-up swing go and stepped back watching this dizzying performance, while waiting for the shouts of glee.

Wrong again.  The tantrum started boiling over.  I freed him from the swing and suddenly he took off, storming for the road at the edge of the playground in the direction of home.  I stood there paralyzed – frozen in a  lose-lose situation.  If I chased after him, he would have a classic meltdown tantrum right there on the spot.  By meltdown I mean a rip-snorting ring-tailed doozer – on his back, legs and arms flailing, all the while screaming bloody murder.  Yes, they’d happened before and I wasn’t’ sure I could go through with humiliation of yet another one in front of all these mothers with their sweet, well-behaved children. 

The other option was to retrieve the van and pop him inside where at least we could have some privacy while the tantrum ran its course.  I opted for the latter despite the fact he was getting close and closer to the street and I had a whole soccer pitch to get across.  But off I went and it was like running on soft sand in a dream. Oh-so-slowly. And my brain is screaming at me “You idiot.  What if he runs right into the middle of the street?  Does an angry three-year-old have any concept of the dangers of a road with moving cars?”

Eventually I got to the parking lot, fumbled with keys and got the van fired up and heading up the road to where I’d last seen him.

Ah, Whew! There he was, still safely on the sidewalk charging toward home as fast as his little legs could carry him.  I pulled up beside him, stopped the van and slid open the side door.  But as soon as he saw me, he took off like a mini rocket ship into someone’s garden.  The chase was on.  Up the path, around the side of the house, through the hedge and jumping over rose bushes and finally capture!  And to be completely frank, by now I was totally pissed as I hoisted him on my hip football style and stormed back to the van legs and arms akimbo.  I hip-checked him into the van, followed him in and slammed the door shut.  The wild child scrambled across the floor and flipped onto his back in front of the driver’s seat and began pummeling the steering column with his feet.  I slipped into the passenger seat and was carefully deflecting his kicks to protect the turn signal indicator and windshield wiper arm from being sheared off, knowing from experience that the tantrum would soon abate.

Those VW vans, as everyone knows, don’t have an engine hood or front fenders, so you can walk right up to the windshield.  I thought I noticed a movement and turned to look and nearly jumped out of my skin.  About three inches from my face was a woman’s face pressed against the glass peering inside. I pulled back planning my escape but quickly discovered my entire van was surrounded by five angry women – the ring-leader in front, another in back, one at the driver’s door, and two at the sliding door at the curb.  The roar in my ears was the adrenal glands blasting open once again.  Spinning around, I caught myself in the rear-view mirror.  Not a pretty sight.  In the middle of a weekday when every other man in the neighbourhood was at work, here was this older guy with long grey hair pulled back in a pony tail, a hippie earring dangling from one ear and a deranged look on his face who’d been chasing down a child, grabbing him and tossing him into his van.  Not exactly the poster boy for a kind, gentle father taking his young son to the playground.

Fortunately I was struck by a brilliant idea.  I would pre-empt whatever judgements the five angry women had and invite them in.  I slid the sliding door wide open, and the leader immediately put one foot in and leaned forward, not daring to come any further.

“Little boy,” she called out in a way-too-soft a voice.  Riley didn’t hear her, so I stepped in and in a much louder, firmer voice said, “Riley.  Someone wants to talk to you.”

“Who?”  he shouted back, head tilted so he was looking towards the door upside down.

“I don’t know.  A lady.”

“Make her go away.”

Yes! That’s my boy!  my inside voice said to me.  But I was sure the angry women would need more, so I said, “No, son.  I think you should talk to her.”

“Little boy, do you know who this man is,” the ringleader asked.

“He’s my Daddy,”

Adrenal glands calming down once again.

Reluctantly it seemed, the five angry women started peeling away.  And Riley, right on cue and with one last shudder, began letting the air out of his tantrum.  Within moments I’d gently buckled him into his car seat and we made the short drive up the hill and home.  Safe at last.

As I was unbuckling him, the tears started.  I lifted him into my arms as he blubbered and sobbed into my shoulder at the very moment the police cruiser pulled into the driveway, strategically blocking my van.

As the policeman walked toward us I wordlessly turned so Riley was facing him knowing who the questions would be directed to.

“Little boy, do you know who this man is?” the policemen asked.

“Ye-e-s-s,” sob, sob, “He’s my Daddy.

Ahhhhhh, adrenal glands closing.

“Was he hurting you?”

“Ye-e-s-s.”

Adrenal glans blowing wide open.  Oh dear god.  What do I do now? Who will believe the word of this long-haired aging hippie over an innocent child’s.

But fortune struck my way once again as the policeman knew what follow-up questions to ask: “What was he doing to you?”

“He was chasing me.”

“Why was he chasing you?”

“I was running away…”

“It’s not a good idea to run away.  You could get hurt.  Are you okay now?”

“Yes.  I want to go in.”

When my wife got back home, I told her the story.

“No wonder he was frustrated,” she said matter-of-factly.  “You put him in his runners and tied the laces.  When we went to the park last week, it was wet so I slipped his rubber boots on.  When I had the swing all wound up and let it go, he swirled round and round and his boots came flying off and he laughed and laughed.  I assume his runners didn’t fly off.”

My adrenalin headache lasted a week, but all else was good.